My heart is heavy... Life is so short. My Uncle Johnny died today. He was such a great man. What I remember the best about him is that he was always there to help others... He was always taking care of his mom. He was a son, a husband, a father... and many of other things to many people. It is just so sad... There are so many unanswered questions... All I know is his wife came home from work and found him in the backyard. The police are treating his death as a homicide. Hopefully, there will be some answered questions soon. But it won't take the pain away that his loved ones are feeling.
Since I found out about his death about 2 hours ago my mind has been racing in every direction... I'm worried about my family... praying for everyone... wishing I was home with my family... thinking about how short life is and compiling a list in my mind of people in my mind that I need to be sure to spend time with. My granddad... my great-grandmother... And at this very moment... should I reach out to my father...
I don't know... this is just hard. Cherish every moment you have with your loved ones... you never know which moment will be the last.
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About Me
- Janie
- I am a Christian woman. I work as an IT Consultant from Birmingham, Al and currently residing in the DMV. I love my God first and foremost. I love my family and friends. I am enjoying the single life. I am having so much fun partying like a rockstar and enjoying my space when I get home.... Oh, how things have changed!
Wow! My heart goes out to you. Dealing with death is a very hard thing especially under suspicious circumstances. Although the hurt in your blog is clear, I think the reflection aspect of your grief is healthy and will provide tremendous personal growth during this difficult time in your life.
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